Merdeka??

Lusa cuti merdeka.
dapat la cuti panjang sikit.

Tapi,
apakah makna cuti panjang,
Jika di dalam walet hanya ada
RM 33.47?

Maknanya: Isi minyak RM 10
Pulang ke rumah ibu di P.buntaq
bersama-sama isteri dan anak tercinta.

Lalu tdor.

hmmmm

Kadang2

Dalam kekalutan hidup..

ada saat2 yg menggembirakan hati..
sehingga membuatkan kita lupa seketika..
apa yang berserabut di fikiran..


***
Dalam sibuk2 menjaga rumahtangga, anak..
dengan wajah tak cukup tidor..
wife aku dengan wajah ceria dan berseri
serta gembira, berkata kpd aku...

"Reeya masuk Islam, Alhamdulillah."
"Tak sangka"...katanya..
"Tapi lupa tanya nama Islam dia la..."

Wife aku nampak sgt gembira sebab salah sorang
Cousin dia memeluk Islam..
aku pun tumpang gembira...

***
Aku bawak wife aku ke Kenduri Hawa...
Tahniah Hawa dan Dzaidin..
Dapat Jumpa Ramai kawan2 aku,
termasuk Kano, Suhel dan Arin..
Dah lama aku tak jumpa kawan2 ramai2 centu..

***
Petang...
kat rumah mak aku,
Kaie, Miraz, Mituid, Pejan, Mas dan Kalipah
dtg menziarah...

Mas dan Kalipah sgt exited
berjumpa dgn Miza dan Hanany..

dalam masa singkat,
kaie sempat melazer beberapa orang,
yg kemudiannya miraz cuba melazer kaie
lalu kaie buat2 nak ke Jamban...

dah lama aku tak bergelak ketawa dgn kenkawan centu..

***

Bukan tak pernah terlintas untuk kembali ke KL..
Bukan tak teringin nak kerja di Ipoh atau Penang..
tapi, mungkin belum masanya...

***
Esok ada exam SPA,
jgn keluar soalan perjanjian Cobbolt udah la..

Leave out all th rest.

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

***
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest


Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know


***

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are


When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

True Fren?

Semalam.
Aku bertemu maksud "true fren"....


maksud itu aku dapati dari seseorang
yang aku tak pernah sangka.....


God Bless "True fren" for eva...

God Bless evebody who cares...

even Apon cares.
pelik kan?

aku ramai kawan rupanya...
cuma kadang2..terlupa...
Atau ayat standardnya.."Lupa Member Siot".

breaking the habit.habit update blog.

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than any time before
I have no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be all right
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
~Chester Bennington~

Untuk makluman umum...
Dukacita dimaklumkan..
Aku mungkin terpaksa Stop blogging
untuk sementara...

Aku dalam proses utk tukar tempat cari rezki.

Baru jer tadi aku hamun sorang
perempuan tua berumur 43tahun yang tak sedar diri dah tua.
Aku jerit.SAYA NAK GAJI SAYA!!!! MANA GAJI!!!!

sapa2 yang pernah dengar aku hamun orang,
tentu bole bayangkan camna kan?
aku memang jarang marah. Tapi kalo aku marah.
Aku bole jerit sekuat Chester Bennington.